>>321441749
Every time I get close to someone they realise I'm a boring needy faggot and then they distance themselves.
I know its going to happen so I don't try and make real friends but occasionally someone takes a liking to me and then it inevitably ends with us both feeling bad.
It could be worse. I'm normal enough that I can have distant "friends" the kind where if you suddenly vanished and never came online again they might wonder where you are for a few weeks before moving on with their lives.