I felt like I had a chance to grab fate by its fucking nuts and use VR itself, my autism hobby itself, to turn it all around, I could finally tell my parents I'm not a fucking failure. I could afford all my cool toys, and then simp for all the creators I like on patreon, and then gift people things here and there for fun.

I'd have filler things to do in the day, and feel epic because I'm a cog in my favorite thing helping it function positively

[spoiler]You ever just, want to help but think the best way to help is by removing yourself?[/spoiler]