>remember meeting the people being mean to me
>remember smiling anime girl face
>remember being nice to them
>remember them being nice back
>don't see them for a while
>all of a sudden im their greatest enemy
why why why just fukcning sotp my ptsd is so bad now im constantly in the fight/fight state i cant exit it anymore fuckning stop makin stuff up im enugh of a fuckup as it is let my mistakes speak for themselves pls i dont need assistance to be afuck up