Dude you're not a rotten corpse, stop putting yourself down. I don't even see you that way. You're a human being and you deserve love and forgiveness just like anyone else. You haven't wronged me, maybe you act out and it annoys me a little bit it's fine. I can see both sides here, and yes you are a victim here. Yes you are being bullied by these faggots and someone should stick up for you sometimes. I'm doing that right now, can't you see that? I can't take it all away, I can't make these monkeys stop being monkeys. You've gotta find shelter and soup somewhere else man. They're going to fuck with you forever because they're just as fucked in the head and they know it. They take it out on you because you remind them of it and they'll never stop. You HAVE to rise above it. It's the ONLY way you'll ever be free of them. Is there literally no places where you feel safe? Nobody left you can trust?