>>293155226
>Only way to make them learn is by careful manipulation
Guess they'll never learn, I refuse to become the thing that's made me suffer. I'd rather die. 
AS IF I CAN DIE! I'VE TRIED SO MANY TIMES! ON ACCIDENT
INDIRECTLY
DIRECTLY WITH MY HAND
RISK TAKING
Nothing. Still alive. I gave up on everything. [spoiler]Even suicide.[/spoiler]