>>327016117
here's a edgy take, it unironically is not worth the trouble to find a lover you'll just end up seeing the worst sides of them eventually and that ruins your sense of wonder and the image you had of them in your head and makes you guilty because now you're in too deep and even if you could live with their flaws they can't live with yours despite your flaws being openly known so fuck em have a wank instead and learn to tolerate your own company without the need to have someone around to validate you with bullshit coked up on emotions words