>>349505337
This.

And as far as "fixing" the problem, I mean no disrespect but, nobody here really seems to have the maturity to admit to their families that they need help or need to speak to a therapist. Don't be that guy. Talk to a counselor at your school or college or whatever. Call the numbers on the back of your insurance card. Find out what your insurance carrier is and look up clinics nearby and start calling places to see where you can get coverage. Seriously don't wait until you're a homeless boomer to start those process. If you can't even talk to people because your confidence is that weak then you need help from someone who can do so. Again, I'm not insulting you, just offering real advice. It's up to you.