>>332717059
this but unironically
you would be surprised how many people just go day to day following a indoctrinated and learned pattern script
you get up, you shove food to your mouth, you do morning clean up on your body, you haul ass to work, you do your day, you go home, you clean up, you eat and you go to bed and that's your week
even weekend is just something moronic you learned to do as a habit so you just go to the pub, get shitfaced and stumble home with a pizza on your hands, nothing changes, everything is the same and you keep rolling on the hamster wheel
only thing that snaps people out of this trance pattern is near death experience or dark night of the soul, outside that they will keep doing that until their routine is fucked up by retirement or getting fired
go to a hospital with dying people sometimes and picture yourself in their place, old folks hooked up to machines that look hollow and depleted, i've seen that once and i vowed i would never fucking let myself lay on that bed with those regrets