>>282352638
i dream about my ex all the time. it's usually mundane stuff and them admitting they fucked up and coming back to me. i dont know why i get these dreams, im not stupid enough to accept back a pathological liar who hurt me as much as they did. i want them to stop. please, leave me alone. it's the ghost of what my ex showed me. its what i believed him to be. clearly, it's not what he actually was and it bogs me down. not as much as immediately after realising... but still, leave me be.