>be wall ant
>Part of community for 4 years
>Never really interacted with anyone
>Mostly just a short hi or what's up
>Explore map and then stand in corner while listening to drunks
>Feel like a worthless ghost
>One day find the courage to join circles after reading nice 4chan posts
>Go to circle and try my best to get inside circle but no one moves
>Standing half clipped into someone and listern
>Can't relate to anything they say as i don't follow politics or play any games beside vrc
>Wait for an hour straight just to get a word in
>Someone tells a joke and I finally was able to say "haha that was a good one, can I come with a joke?"
>Silence for 2 seconds
>They start talking again as if I was never there
>Get super embarrassed and just rip out the cord
>In bed crying my eyes out feeling super embarrassed
>Don't join the meets for a while week