>>272315038
Did a 12 week no-fap and it felt pretty much the same. I think I sort of want to break my dick completely so I can be just done with the whole thing. I've got this nagging urge to always finish stuff, be it a bottle of alcohol, sweets, yesterday's leftovers, even when I don't crave it. I just want to see it finished. Recently I feel like I want my dog to die just because I don't want to take it for walks anymore.
I'm battling this, but I've become completely furious about state of being.