>be shy loser
>vr crush convinces me to unmute for the first time
>plug my headset in mic in
>don't realize it's hot mic and he hears me breathing nervously
>go to sit down on vrball
>"anon I can hear you"
>get surprised and fall backward
>ball rubs on wall and makes loud farting noise
>"anon...?"
>too embarrassed to speak. now theres deadly silence
>don't know what to do so just pull power cable out of computer
>sit in shower for 2 hours and go to bed
how can I recover from this?