>randomly run around and orbit the meetups
>feel anxious and alone
>occasionally someone I don't interact with comes up to me, says hi maybe tries asking some questions
>complete spaghetti everywhere, don't even unmute barely manage to make an expression and shake my head
>they never approach me again because they don't want to go through that disaster of "interaction" ever again
help I'm running out of vrg acquaintances that are still willing to say hi and try talk to me