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Reading this gives me the creeps because it's pretty much word for word exactly how I feel. In fact it almost kind of feels like a mocking post because I have spoken about this exact thing to someone few days ago. I've stopped going to meetups as often but when I do, I have never seen anyone as out of place in meetups as much as me 95% of the time which also makes me thing this is a shitpost. Again this feels like a post to mock me as I've used literally the exact same words, phrases and examples when I tried trusting someone with this problem literal days ago but on the extreme off chance that it's not a shitpost (and I'm hoping you are real because it would make me feel better if I thought I'm not alone with this problem) I felt like replying and I don't know, saying I have the same problem in hope that makes you feel less alone? I almost want to go out of my comfort zone and suggest if you want to meet up and try hang out but as you've said
>''Hey anon, hows going?'' and if I don't say ''yea it's good'' or come up with a return question, they seem to lose all intrest in me. So most of the time I just sit quietly
I can't really hold a conversation and I would probably creep you out.