>>324950875
>disappointing someone
please, trust me other peoples expectations aren't your life
>embarrassing myself
it's only an embarrassment if you're ashamed, what did you do wrong? you tried to get with someone because you fell for the memes, big whoop the people who saw how you held yourself will know that you're good for it
think of it as free fucking advertisement to the people out there that were wondering if they should get with you that they should, you don't have to be out and loud to be who you are and if you have people you cant trust with that you can experience that proper
don't let downfalls be what you define yourself with, get back up and climb that mountain if the top of it is what you want to see