The people I feel I have some kind of connection with are rarely online/ not in private when I'm on. I don't know what I'm doing there in most of the meetups. I have generally negative feedback from people anonymously (plenty of people are fawned over in the thread when posted). I'm not going to kms (rn) but I don't know what I'm doing now. 

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I didn't give a shit about it until someone came up to me and asked who I was going with and then was like 'everyone else in the instance has someone to go with'. Thanks for the reminder that I don't belong here anymore. Again.