Imagine being so obsessed with something that your every waking thought is in some way tinged by that thing. 
That's you lot with ERP Lewding. 
You wear ERP Lewding clothes and sleep in an ERP Lewding bed at 35 years old. You collect ERP Lewding toys and you only talk about ERP Lewding. Everything you do is ERP Lewding, if you ever do something that isn't ERP Lewding, you find a way to inject ERP Lewding into it. 

HEY LETS WATCH ERP Lewding
HEY LETS WATCH ERP Lewding AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ERP Lewding AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ERP Lewding AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ERP Lewding AGAIN 
Over and over and over forever, only watching ERP Lewding, only talking about ERP Lewding, only thinking about ERP Lewding. 

It is a fucking illness you have. Normal people like multiple things, you are fucking broken, please for the love of fucking god seek help. You are almost certainly making the lives of those around fucking awful.