The one time I lewded in VRchat ended up being the most traumatizing event of my life.

Every day I thought about it for months and each time I was filled with profound horror and shame. Living with this torment felt like living in Hell on Earth for a horrific amount of time. It undoubtedly became the primary source of my obvious madness for months to come. I drove my all friends away from me. I have become a different person because of it. The fear of another personal failure like committing more of those unholy acts is so great and so terrifying that I am certain that no man or woman can make me feel any sexual desire like I had before ever again. 

But now I am safe. Now I am free. I leave you with my story this Christmas...