watching these webms i already have a vr headset and an avatar but holy fuck i am having regrets i never want to interact with any of you you just... do nothing? dance? talk? im not good at anything like that so yeah lol!!! dont like it. yeah i dont like it at all. so you just stand and talk or just lie down and float? i hate it. its not supposed to be like that. you float and touch eachother but dont and you do this everyday or atleast once a week. you just talk and look at eachother, isnt that kind of weird? i dont like it. being in social situations puts me in a lot of stress. i wish i could be invisible and just observe you. i see myself a lot in what you say but i hate everything you say and do. do i hate myself? yes, but thats not the point... i hate you more than me. you say dumb stuff dumb stupid stuff like "im so gay" "im a topswitchbottomversgay" i dont really like it. i hate it. but i dont think i actually hate any of you. you do what you want and live and thats great but i dont think i could do the same. maybe its just some weird moment of lucidity im having and self realization of what i am and my situation and my surroundings and i hate that. i wish to sleep my life away. i dont want to be conscious.