>>331672734
>I'm not going to find anyone anymore. I'm tired of all the teasing and subtle cues. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and them getting crushed. I'm tired of being used and then ignored. I'm tired of my paranoia constantly acting up. I'm tired of turning so jaded so quickly. I'm tired of my mind being an incomprehensible mess.
Literally me [spoiler]except I haven't given up and I just keep on trucking along. I think it's probably because I'm low IQ but I tell myself it's because of fortitude and the meditating I do everyday.[/spoiler]