>>392702513
I know that feel, I mostly end up observing people or screwing around with props. I still join for the little bits of conversation I can get (better than nothing, I think), but it seems clear to me that everyone else is socially out of my league. I don't really have much in the way of life experience or skills or even hobbies to talk about and am only occasionally funny at best. I have no idea how people can discuss things and joke around for hours on end.