>>331276384
I want to go to sleep forever.
I can't even talk to my friends anymore because I just can't fake being cheerful and pretending everything is fine but I know my whining is in vain since nobody can help me. They don't deserve to deal with this bullshit and I clearly don't even deserve friends.
I can't take it anymore, I just want all this noise in my head to be gone. I can't think, I can't concentrate, I can't find the will to do anything.
What kind of hope can you even have for such a diseased mind.