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If you would drop the act on what and who and why when we have had these conversations for years this would be easier, but for now I have to give general advice.

Your anger is your bane, you have to learn how to let it all go. Somebody said something wrong, it doesn't matter, incorrect stuff about the past? Let it go, somebody doing something you hate? It doesn't matter.

The only way forward is learning how to calm the dragon, otherwise it will control you and lead to these results every time.