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Same dude. I feel fairly comfortable being alone every day but there's always been this nagging desire to actually share some of my thoughts with someone other than myself. The echo chamber of my mind hasn't satisfied for a long time and over the years I've grown tired of even thinking about things any more than is neccesary to function because what's the point if internal dialogue leads nowhere. I'm not even mentally ill enough to be content like this.
Talking to people is hard though. Being anti-social for so long has done a number on my ability to even open my mouth let alone hold a conversation. I could think of things to say on the few topics that interest me but I'm worried that I may come across as obsessive because that's all I have any confidence on commenting on. Trying to comment on mundane topics like work or real life would be like trying to get blood from a stone as I have next to no experience in those things.