Was never good at anything. Scraped through life. Scared of people, scared of talking to people. I stay at home most of the time. After highschool, I got into uni and did a design course. But it got overwhelming and I quit after repeating and repeatedly failing subjects for 3 years. Then I quit uni, and for a year was doing jobsearch. But I never applied myself properly when looking for a job. Whenever someone interviewed me I'd purposely sabotage myself so they didn’t hire me.