>>294267310
i see others avatars that look so great and i don't want to be annoying asshole that asks x and y, so i just try again and again to make stuff. and i think i have the skill, i'm just not impressed with the stuff i make myself. i hold myself to a really high standard with everything i do, and it's why i'm only happy with things i make for so long. it's hard to enjoy company whenever company is just the human i play this game for going around talking, i can't really join in on anything. i really want to make a nice avatar, i just don't like anime.