I honestly feel like an outsider even after being here for two years. People very rarely follow me or try to engage me. No one messages me in the discord and most of my attempts to reach out to people are ended with brief messages or stonewalls, I have grown tired and weary of this community and overall it has made me feel worse off and more isolated than before. I have become an outcast among outcasts and this crushing reality is making me want to quit VR altogether. Maybe in the next 5-7 years I will come back and try it again when the technology and people using it is better.