>>299301365
It was the breaking point. I already suspected people generally disliked me and that the community isn't the way I imagined it to be (more /v/ than /soc/).
Couple of fruitless attempts, couple realizations how far behind I am with my peers and even younger people by being a sterotypical shut-in /v/irgin, and couple of issues I had with games as a result of having way too high expectations. Then the Index drifted and Boneworks sucked ass and I lost my job and corona started.
It was a bad idea to dive into a 'community' after a decade of playing games without even the intention of making friends and actively ruining my IRL /soc/ relations. I'm such a fucking loser, can't escape it even in VR.