>if I keep spewing schizo nonsens then maybe they'll notice me

I know that feeling bro I'm also an outcast just standing in the corner. I've lost my spirit to fight the good fight a long time ago. We had a short victory with the destruction of the main cord attached to the thread but what we didn't realize my friend is that we have only made it harder to control as now we have several separate main cords all fighting for the throne....we might have done more harm than saved