>>331599283
giving pats irl is awful, it's hard and rigid and all you can do is annoy someone by shuffling your hand around on the head though maybe it's different with grown ups I've only did knuckle pats to them which hurt a lot and burn through your skull. pretty much anything head related is awful. I guess I'm just repulsed from physical touch that isn't violent. I got no idea. even running through the hair of someone feels awful because it just feel like running your hand around hairy carpet but hair is rigid compared to the trolls hair the carpet has. even for animals it just feels weird to touch them but I didn't have an animal since over 10 years ago which is just far off memories from today