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i like that as well but in my opinion bee'ing yourself and faking it is only divided by genuine intention to wanting to be something vs disingenuine intention to be something for reasons other than bee'ing it
you are not what you grew up to be, that is just a persona you grew up with and liked enough / or were stuck with, wanting to have active part in shaping that towards something you truly want to be is fine in my opinion