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IRL:
- 0 people that I consider to be my IRL friends
- 1 person that considers me their IRL friend (talks to me almost every day for ~7 years now. I successfully ghosted almost everybody else I knew IRL even people I knew for 10+ years but this person is very persistent)

VRC:
- approx 600 people that consider me at least an acquaintance
- approx 150 people who told me they see me as one of their best friends or their best friend
- approx 50 people who also act that way by wanting to be around me all the time and being extra nice to me
- approx 30 people who confessed love to me or asked me out or acted in very similar ways to people who confessed to me
- 3 people that I consider to be my friends but it's like a so-so temporary thing (if they disappear I won't really care)

VRC Avatar:
- tried many different types of avatars in my VRC history since 2017, including: generic girls (nice looking tdas, no tattoo shit), sexy girls (booth etc), shota boys (booths), game rip guys (from various games I like playing). my current main avatar is an ambiguous boy/girl avatar with a nice smile and no lewd toggles. never used meme avatars or buff guys (eboys/wolfboys etc. I hate those)

Lonely:
- yes. loneliness has nothing to do with the amount of people that talk to you. the opposite of loneliness is having someone that understands you and cares about what you have to tell them, even if you're not currently meeting that person. you can be alone but not lonely, and you can be surrounded by 100 people that "love" you and still be lonely.

Do I think other people are more social:
- some yes some no. this should be the answer for anyone with a brain

Are you depressed:
- I score 11 out of 12 points on depression tests but I feel pretty happy I guess idk. my expectations from life are low