I've never cared because it's a waste of time but now I think things might be changing. Not too much but just enough you can tell it's slowly more open. I wish I could see the change from the outside but being stuck within has it's benefits. Always wondered what this would be like. I think it's more or less as I expected but I would have prefered to not. Oh well. Things are coming together not but it's just a matter of time before it falls apart. Perhaps I'll get another chance. Likely not. Sad and unfair.