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for the longest time I wanted to believe exactly what you say, that this person has their own life and that I shouldn't tell others how to live their lives

but this person kept saying that I'm the only one that had a real impact on their life for the better, listed me on a short list of the best friends they ever had, and...

...well. I wanted to think they're just trolling me and not serious about any of that. it's hard to believe those things when the next thing that person tells me is that I should get hit by a car and die and then start laughing

but even now I notice this person keeps stalking me, being active specifically when I'm active, or making life decisions based on the last things I told them

it just feels weird

you're right, I'm trying to change someone else into something I want. but maybe deep down, that person wants it too? otherwise why do they behave like this

I just don't know what to think

all I know is that we used to have fun together, and that this person still thinks about me, and I still think about them