> over 1000 hours in game
> didn't even plug the mic in, not even once
> too poor to buy VR and tracking, playing in windowed mode with 15 fps in non-quest worlds
> had the first friend after about 1 month
> was a New User for half a year, having less than 10 friends, became a User as soon as I get 16th friend
> 99% of those "fiends" just dropped a friend request randomly and it was too awkward to decline, met them only one time and I have no idea who they are

> have one fren who practically lives in VR
> join him almost every day for about 4 months just to sit beside him and occasionally write with qvpen "good morning", "good night" and "your new avatar is cute", something along that lines
> receive head-pats from him, almost think that at last somebody is happy to see you
> New Year's Eve
> another year wasted, another year alone, and every year it gets only worse
> feel like shit, as always in time like that, almost crying
> look for some support
> see him, singing in karaoke with holiday spirit
> have literally nowhere else to go
> take pen, write something hinting at suicidal thoughts
> the name above him immediately turns from yellow to white and he leaves
> I was BTFO'd for ruining a festive mood
> start crying
> find him in other world just 5 minutes later
> he's laughing and having a great time, as if nothing happened
> later see a report in his twitter about how great it was
> every day of the January: wake up, cry, eat, cry, sleep
> being upset not about missing someone who spends half a day in front of the mirror tweaking anime girl avatar, but the realization of how pathetic it looks, a grown adult having literally nothing else in life than to just look at some random dude having fun in VR, and failing even in that
> good thing I was alone the whole month and had enough food to get by without leaving a house
Fuck this game.