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>Familiarity and consistently showing up is the most important part of being a friend
it's actually what I've been focusing on (and what is giving me some problems now) but more as a way of coping that I've no other way to achieve my goal
it still feels bad that it's gotten to a point where they always have to try start a conversation or carry it
I like hearing them talk about their interests but can't contribute much...
even considering studying certain topics just for a few people, too bad finding the time for it is too difficult