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>but my asperger's is probably it
if you have it bad then most likely, people want to feel comfy with their friends if you constantly say what's on your mind and that is abrasive or callous they will instinctually start to drift away from you, see they think they gave you a chance to change and you didn't take it out of spite but the fact is this is how you are and will be for the rest of your life, you may learn how to do customer service voice and through great efforts you can put on the mask and interact with them but the moment you stray from the script they will look at you sideways, it's not worth it to hangout with people if you have to wear the mask with them learn to live with solitude or find people who also have issues but magically have enough self-awareness to be okay with yours as well