>be me, subby, mostly lurking newfag for ~7 months
>7 months ago, enjoying my friday evening in H Party, until suddenly a bunch of racist/coomer avatars show up and start making a scene
>one guy just lays down under a dominant big bee person and starts to finish himself off
>another nazi general type of guy, starts shitposting and people in the room block him, get turned on and decide to add him before everybody moves on.

2 months pass

>I decide to ditch my TDA avatar since one time when I joined after them I got called a normie and thown out because of it
>somehow get motivated to learn blender and unity
>get frustrated
>actually learn blender and unity
>create/buy my first booth avatar and spend a suspicious time in front of the mirror watching at myself.

4 months pass

>want to make more friends in vrg and meeting new people
>decide to join a discord thats got posted in trash, but after asking people tell me to keep away from the discord trannys so I look further
>since I am a lewd person and openly love sex I get to know about the vrlg meetups, even though again people tell me to get stay away from them
>decide to find out for myself and one day I go red and join mahjong 
>got very drunk and at the end of the day it felt like a bunch of closeted gays trophy fucking their avatars
>decide trash isnt the place to ERP and let myself get groomed by people in a regular Weekend meetups
>have an amazing subby time and felt appreciated, someone really cared about me
>next day he stops talking to me and deletes me from his friendlist/discord...
>Try to join game lobbies, the lobby host instantly tells me to not lewd at the events and I feel like being thrown into a corner 
>I am looking to ERP and connect to someone else, not just fuck my 10th imeris in a big bratty subs top each other game

want to hang out with the right kind of vrg but It turns out I have to learn first to set boundaries and not let anyone guilt trip me into fucking them.