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That hasn't worked out, either. I give up. I don't like the idea of doing >>269003094 but it seems to be the only thing left. I guess, I'd rather be alone as myself. I don't know what would be more lonely, be myself, alone, or someone else, with others. Either way, I'm fucked.
I can't really fit in outside of 4chan either, since 4chan has a "language" like saying nigger or faggot that makes me naturally incompatible, even though I'm saying, by intent, the same things non 4channers are, the words I'm accoustumed to send the wrong message and close those gates. Then that frustrates me and creates a negative feedback loop, since apparently I can't fit in with the people I thought I would, so it's a double frustration, almost like a half demon half angel hybrid not finding his place in either heaven nor hell.