>>351006313
sorry to hear that anon
as the other anon said, just try to find few good friends
my friend list grows almost weekly, yet I almost never talk to 70%+ of those people even semi-regularly, it's starting to mean nothing to me
I still want to create stuff, at least to satisfy myself if nothing else, but doubt overshadows me on my every step
I spent over 3 hours connecting two very simple meshes; not because it's difficult or I'm unfamiliar with it, but rather because I can't decide if it looks good or not, or if I'm missing some sort of hidden technique or tool that does the job better than me
so many ideas to be brought to life but stopped right there at the start because of brainrot