>>329113723
having two of any kind of persona to juggle is bad, it means you're pushing a part of your personality onto a external bad which is your second persona, that always leads to no good since with the disconnect from your "main personality" you tend to go crazy with the alternative one
it's like scapegoating your sins to someone else except you're doing it to yourself, eventually the clash of the two persona's will happen and if you fed the alter persona too much it will take over because you had more fun being that and you don't want to be the boring main one anymore
you are you, think of it like wearing a mask while fucking dead corpses and then putting on a tie and feeling cleansed, it was still you who did that taking off that mask and putting on a tie won't change that