>>370353916
>ponder what a relationship is
>think about how the day to day works
>look at other couples and how they interact with each other
>legit cant fathom myself actually functioning in any of such situations

ive never been in a relationship and its been over 4 years since ive had seggs
i struggle with crippling loneliness and have developed a massive porn addiction as a result and dont think im fixable even if i were to somehow find someone willing to give me a chance