Speaking honestly yeah, I make homoerotic jokes a lot. And yeah, when I was a horny preteen/teenager I had a couple gay fantasies. But now that I'm twice as old, the male form brings me no sexual arousal. However the female form, even "substandard" examples, causes me to lust.
I take this a sign that I'm actually not gay, perhaps not even a little bit. I just grew out of being a little bit gay. Maybe I just tell this to myself to make me feel more secure about my sexuality.
But my own experience tells me I'm attracted to even the more unattractive women, while a sexually attractive man has yet to catch my eye. Therefore I must not be gay.
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