>playing VRchat for almost 3 years already
>join the meetup and best I can do is sit in a corner somewhere and observe others
>unable to have any meaningful conversation with a single person
>on one is interested in trying to have a conversation with me themselves or get to know me
>try talking to people on discord since text might be easier
>everyone only replies with short dead end answers or emojis
>no one ever DMs me back
>start wearing lewding and lewder outfits, but no one approaches me for VR sex even
>try approaching every slut that namedrops themselves or publicly asks to be approached, all turn me down
>hop public worlds every day at times but unable to make a single connection or a friend
>occasionally see retard shitposts about how "lonely" someone is with replies saying to just "come join meetup we'll be your friends" - I've been sitting in meetups alone for years in the background and you don't even notice me
>all while watching others and newfriends have no problem with any of this and oldfags throwing themselves at them to be the first to groom them
why do I still bother?