Man I'm really not feeling it atm. Get online, nobodies really around. Hop around and people are doing their thing. 

Any ties that I have with vrg are so shallow. Everyone else clearly has some good friends here. And I'm not entitled to anything more than what I have, I get it. It's just like, this is the easiest of easy modes here, where people already share your culture, and you still can't make it. The vast majority of people are shit NPC quality. I'm just struggling to see the fucking point and I don't see how I can change things. What's the point in working on avatars when most people have your shaders blocked, and it's not going to win you any friends? I'm entertaining the idea that death is inevitable and life really might not be worthwhile against an early death, considering life really ended many years ago.

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