Need to get this of my chest 

I joined VRChat in late August of 2020. About a month in I was fairly familiar with the game and joined in on a friend who was in the Great Pug. I was about half a bottle of vodka down at this point and both of us for some reason ended up in the stairway near the top floor caressing this wall. This woman came down the stairs and saw us and asked what we were doing. Can’t remember what I said but I asked if she would like to join us and she accepted. The rest is history. We all had an absolute blast that night and it was easily the best night I’d had in a long time given the current pandemic. We all added each other on Discord and boom a friendship group was born. I’m not gonna go into too much detail but it was the best 2 months I’ve had in a very long time. We’d all hangout on VR, watch movies together and play all sorts of games together every day for 2 months without fail. That woman was like a sister to me and I love her as if she was my sister. Eventually some members of the group became less active because of work related commitments and such, but they’d still be there from time to time. It was mostly just me and her as a result. She had mental health issues of her own and this reality was taking its toll on her, as while she realised that obviously nobody was abandoning anyone, her head would tell her otherwise. This culminated eventually in her making an attempt on her life in December.