>>271561193
thats because you dont. im serious, you're being used as a filler orbitter.
sure you COULDVE done better with your time, but dont regret it.
you learnt a lot.
take what you've learnt and move on.
cry for a week or even a month if needed.
let out all your pent up, ignored emotions.
learn to laugh again
[spoiler]ive been laughing every day since i cried and let out all my emotions regarding these guys, its okay, we're weak. but now we're strong.[/spoiler]