>>415359918
Gonna be honest with you chief. 
You don't fit in and based on the way you come off probably will never. 

Seriously dont waste too much time here. You are genuinely better off for yourself and your own sanity finding another group to join. You will be ostracized and made fun of but instead of knowing who is doing it you will have anonymous individuals gunning for you. Is it one person? Is it multiple? Could it even be your best friend talking shit behind your back? 

You will never know and will go crazy over it. 

Heed our advice and leave.