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also if i was doing it for attention how come my parents never knew i was suicidal but were always doting on my younger sister who tried to kill herself? meanwhile years after i moved out when my step dad remodelled my room, he found the t shirt rope i hid after i drunkenly failed to hang myself with it. i couldnt untie the not around the cieling beams i shouldve knifed it and hid it, that was the most awkward car ride to thanksgiving ever. i dont really go to family gatherings anymore now