>>307501907
sometimes i get angry when someone condemns autists that tried to participate, i see myself trying to fit in in them and them condemning the person feels like they are condemning me, only difference between me and them is that "i haven't been found out yet" in the terms of being whatever i am, it's like being a vampire in a town full of humans and people just waiting to pounce on you if you ever slip up or show any kind of human emotions