>>308536801
probably not everyones opinion but id say an honest one, there are so many people in this game no one has time to worry about one person missing, you wanting them to miss you and worry about you is a unhealthy way of coping with that fact
i understand the want to be appreciated by those you care about but if you have to coax it out of them it's not genuine, not only will you be a burden to them any appreciation you get will be disingenuine, if you have to force it it's not worth it
find someone who actually cares enough to ask that of you maybe you haven't connected with people well enough for them to see that you need reassurance, people have their own vibrant life that usually is busy and even when it's not people tend to spend their free time trying to have fun
if you have problems or worries in real life that are keeping you from logging on to be with your friends your friends cannot read your mind and expect that is the reason for your absence, many people take breaks of the game for personal reason and i personally wouldn't want people to pry into why because my only answer would be "because i felt like it"