>>271968148
Guilt, that is the one emotion you struggle with the most. You feel it after hurting others, after getting angry and pushing too far, you fail to see why it hurts you so much, so you just keep going. You spiral out of control much like I did all those years ago. Learn when you are in the wrong, you made others feel upset, you cannot possibly expect to live well if you trust your own broken compass, society has been an evolving shitshow for 1000's of years, sometimes they get some shit right, others wrong. I know the demons I face, and the demons others do, I have had a solid anchor on that for many years, and my nose is honed to it, stop fooling yourself or trying to fool me.