>>332302574
I didn't until just a few days ago. I like getting close and wholesome with people because I've pretty much never experienced that in real life. It means something completely different to me compared to how others might find it and that's where the problem occurs. 
I'll get cuddly with them, nothing over the top just headpatting them or stroking their hair, but I still only see them as a friend. Then after I notice they start showing interest I'm left panicking not knowing what to do about that because the damage has already been done.