>>356541175
reread what you just wrote and think about the image of yourself it implies
Most of it is a bunch of nonsense, imo you should try to wake up a bit and improve yourself as a person. Stop blaming things for no reasons, stop being paranoid, stop overthinking situations, eventually try to listen to what your friends said and try to get a job. VRChat might actually be a good thing for you depending on how you use it tho