damn lonilness really hittting me tonight wish i just had that person to hang out with and they make me feel safe and i trust them and stuffs ya know hat i means cus fuck i dont even wanna stay up for my own new years in vrchat i just got off, i play tough, its what made me survive the streets, its how i gained respect, its how i lived, but now playing tough doesnt cut it and just comes across as abrasive and ruins chances i have with people a lot but im thinking at the same time, those chances werent gonna work anyway this world and me we aint compatible