vrchat made me realize something that makes me sad
the best "friends" I make are also the loneliest people. the lonelier someone is, the more time they spend with me, the nicer they are to me, the more they look forward to me being online, the more they pay attention to everything I say and try to do things together with me

meanwhile the more "popular" someone is, the more they're going to ignore me, act full of themselves, expect favors with no reciprocation, take things for granted and forget about me if I didn't talk to them for 2 days

the reason it makes me sad is because now I'm subconsciously specifically looking for lonely people to befriend because I already know ahead of time they are best friend material. is this fucked up