>>306881054
It's not at all about recognition, it's about having people who are happy to see you and you are happy to see them and have a nice time hanging out. People I feel I'm supposed to be closer to will turn to someone else when they have something to say. I don't fit in in the Discord, remotely. 

In my ideal world, I have that group that I mentioned earlier. At that point, I would feel more comfortable. But as it is, I'm just floundering and nobody cares and nobody ought to care, and like I said, it just brings me right back around to 'if I can't make it here, I cannot make it anywhere'. And where can someone go from there?