>>286465903
I dated someone. I was in a deep dark place after lewders used and abused me. I found someone. We hit it off. I explained haha next time I date someone it has to be real, and end up IRL. We gotta send selfies right off the bat and everything.
He did it. We went selfies.
We decided we were both okay enough to try it out.
We never even met IRL.

I was the attractive trap, he wanted to feminize me further and put me on HRT. Some of my friends still insist they're not a bad person, and every time they say that, it physically pains my chest. It really does, this person had people brought to his apartment, his last "dating person" he lived with in his apartment. He bought them HRT. Then, kicked them out. He made it seem like it was their fault, too, every bit.
He told me he loved me and always told me to cook for him. In response, I was learning to cook more and more things.

He never loved me.

He was always in private with others, probably lewding.

When I asked him to remove everyone but me from lovesense it became a huge deal.

He didn't even give me a proper number for how old he was.

Another guy recently was making out and cuddling with me all day we even went to a horror map.

I told him previously, I won't just lewd, I know you want to, but it has to be special. Stop trying to lewd me.

I thought he wanted something special.

Nope.

And now I'm the bad guy yet again.

Everyone wants to CHOOM in private nobody wants to actually love me, my ex's sure as hell didn't. My ex's wouldn't even stand up on my side, when bullied while dating, I was still all alone anyway.

I just wanted someone to love me and to love back without thinking too hard about things, and now orange status exists?? It'll be impossible every single stupid bitch has an excuse to why they're cuddling around in your mono relationship.

[spoiler]tl;dr I give up, I wanna die, and that as my last attempt and it was going so well. 
 And the rebound attempt didn't even kick off.[/spoiler]