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could be your seeming desperation to be worthy of something that doesn't have a entry requirement past the "don't be desperate or a douche, we already like you"
if you're seeking for the "next step" meaning relationships then that is a little bit different and is literally just finding someone who wants to fuck you as much as you want to fuck them and do it in longterm and possibly exclusively
don't take sexual relationship advice from me since i haven't figured out how it works proper yet either, most of relationships i have is where i don't even try, the more i try the harder i fail so no clue what i am doing right when i'm doing it