Oh fuck oh shit I'm not a hard ghoster by my god I've been soft ghosting people a lot lately
[spoiler]People seem to wanna lewd or something and they grow closer to me and this spooks me, the moment I feel they're getting closer, and then if I feel ignored or it's not going well I get sad and remember all the times people got close to me and hurt me and enter flight mode[/spoiler]
What do I do about this?