>>280755954
I've been harsh to you so far but let me take it down a notch for a moment. You want some actual helpful advice? Close that chapter, it's done. Stop feeling bad about it and just move on.

Talking about it actually won't help, all it'll do is keep refreshing shit in your mind so if you actually want to heal from this then you have to let go even if that still hurts, because you won't get better until you do. 

You fucking retard.