>>338761509
>know that for various reasons you would not be a good parent for long enough time for the kids to become independent
>have had weird yearning to have kids due to age despite this 
>empty cradle and too much affection to give
>cuddle people in vr and shower them with affection to cope
>discover you enjoy doing that
>nagging knowledge that you would never be a suitable parent to actual children
>enjoy that small piece of heaven anyway
>lay alone on bed at night and contemplate for awhile
>shrug it off and go to bed