>>316733708
you have low self esteem that you cope with by forcing yourself to be nice
that's not being nice to everyone nor is it keeping everyone happy unless you're one hell of a actor
if you allow your self worth to be defined by other people you will forever be their slave hopping to their whims to get validation
acknowledging where you are at in this moment won't make you become worthless it will just center yourself properly so you can decide which way you want to go with growth
make your own values and realize self worth is defined by self not by others