>>336097586
I can't bring myself to go to vrg meetups anymore and it pains me I can't fit into any group after 3+, and I get no fun out of pub-hopping. I sometimes hop in my own friend's instances in the vain hopes that people join off me but they never do, and if somebody does I have this urge to get off and pretend to do something off, and it's a vicious cycle of wanting to interact with someone. God, why can't I just be not introverted with some interesting hobbies?