i'm sorry but selecting all of you to reply to and tailoring a reply to everyone individually is going to take too long so i'm going to form a shorter more general one, even though it's more of a question towards you people than statement.
i too think people that open up on random people with their issues are a bit whacky and i instantly think less of them, however i myself do my best to keep appearances up but it just feels fake, i'm not close to anyone so i can't open up about what is bothering me, i make sure to never be explicitly rude to anyone and it just feels like i'm a dime a dozen nobody. i just want to be something for someone.