problem: people don't hang out with me
theorized cause: i am not being included enough
alternative cause: i am not being good company
solution: blame the people who others enjoy being around for not seeking you out to give you attention
realistic solution: eat bee's and hangout with people that like what you are
>but anon i am eating bee's
faking niceness and then becoming visibly grumpy when someone doesn't fake with you is not being yourself or being nice it is being blatant give and take
just be being "genuine" you are already above most who seem to grit teeth just to talk to you if you're not their favorite person in the world