[spoiler]I keep getting scared I'm accidentally causing game losses or otherwise tilting teammates without meaning to.[/spoiler]

I don't understand what kind of operator style I'm striving for.
I feel like I don't want to exclusively top frag but still something stronger than purely playing the objective. As in I'd like a operator-fu whom I can capture point with, maybe clear a room with but I might jealous if they use the skills we built with someone else. Another anon compared it to brotherhood. 
Not sure I should even worry about this since [spoiler]Friday Night NA pavlove is fucking deeaaaaaad![/spoiler]