the idols 
the fox idols
my friendly fox idols
i learnt a skill
how to 3d model
but who cares
i used to code good enough to earn scholarships
i dont even have visual studio installed
i start
but i never finish
that is my curse
i cannot finish
i can start it all
but theres no end
the race that never ends
until i convulse
and puke
and me myself reaches an end
wheres the finish line
wheres the end
as i lose my sanity
like a mathematician on TV
computational mathematician no more
computationally insane
for the truth is insane
i sought truth
not comfort
and this is the end price i pay