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or you could just become a voluntary egoist and own it, be selfish everyone is most just don't realize it, just because you get off on being altruistic doesn't mean you didn't do it to get off, if something is making your life shitty take a while to gauge if it is worth keeping or if you need to change things
be unapologetically you, eat the fucking bee's, face the music of what it means to be you and live with it, it's not worth it to live a life of lies trying to be something you're not and altruism/martyrdom is only worth it if you get off on it (you little maso christcuck)
tldr; eat the fucking bee's and do what is best for you, no one else is going to live your life but you
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