>>269002820
Listen up faggot, going to jam a pill in your mouth, don't come to the thread to complain about these things, it already receives enough bitching. That in mind, you will always find your friendships and interactions with others hollow if you do things to appease others before yourself. Find what you enjoy doing, simple as something like minecraft, THEN you level with others on if they like it too, find what you like between those who share interest, and build up friends with a common ground of respect. If you are faking, putting up a mask, hiding parts of yourself, or the worst sin of them all, lying to make yourself look better or hide demons, you will fuck it up every time. Just bee your damn self, find those who are cool with that, and cherish those who can appreciate you, and you can appreciate back. Learn to love yourself and what you are, if you don't others won't.