>start playing VRchat almost two years ago
>wanted to work on social problems
>have made no progress
>anxiety too bad to even join a meetup unless mic is muted
>almost everyone completely ignores me
>get pressured to speak by those who don't
>even when I try I usually can't get my voice to work or I get drowned out or broken up by lag
>alcohol has no effect unless I drink so much I fall asleep and have to deal with a hangover for a few minutes of talking I can barely remember
I think it's finally time to just give up.