these memories give me pain
but during them, i felt so much happiness
was their nothing to gain?

i want to forget
what it was like
to have a place to belong
i never had that before
ill never have it again
i want to forget these memories
they hurt
it hurts so much
my joints ache
my ribs ache
and now, my heart aches
please help me forget
i dont want to remember
in comparison the future holds nothing