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>>acting like anyone you don't know is literally invisible
>>backup friends that you totally ignore until your main friends aren't around then acting normally
>>not seeing someone for a few weeks = never speak to them again
>>orbiting and relying excessively on certain people
Im guilty of these things but it's not due to not caring, it's being an introvert, and taking a long time to make friends. and then making friends, usually by an extrovert approaching me or me exchanging mute head pats with outer introverts. But then extrovert friends get more of my time because they approach me a lot more than I have the guts to approach others so I end up "ignoring" the ones that are hard to get to know. To make things worse I feel very awkward when someone is really nice to me or giving me complements to the point that my brain is telling me to try and escape, so I probably come off as an asshole on top of being shy. Thanks for reading my blog