>>311205071
You are yearning for deep friendship and belonging.

I suggest you choose a select few among your friends that you really like and hang out 80% of your time with them. This should naturally develop into something you want.
Just be careful that not everyone will be receptive of this deep friendship forming.

I've been burned a few times wherein I've used a lot of my time and effort on a few people that did not reciprocate those feelings.