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I remember the day you asked me to commit to what we had or we'd be over. That was the
ultimatum you gave me. I remember how much that stressed me out over the entire week. I went over
calculations over and over. Weighing the benefits and costs.
Could I, a person whose definition of love and relationships was fundamentally flawed and
broken, sacrifice who I was in such a way that I could commit to something like that? The chance that I
could lose what we were building was too high. I couldn't let it go because of some stupid selfish wish or
thought of mine. There was only one answer. Yes.
You asked me to commit. And this is my commitment to you. Nothing can shake this
commitment I have. I don't think you understood the kind of person you were asking to commit that day.
Either way, nothing will change how I feel and this commitment to you.
No matter how much you try to say no, nothing can convince me that it isn't worth it. You tried,
you tried your reasons you tried your logic. I tried to logically come up with a reason to not like you, to
emotionally become bitter, to dislike you, to find just one significant fact that said, "This was a mistake."
But you didn't convince me. And I didn't believe anything I came up with. I still have only one
answer. And it's you. I'll be waiting here. Like I always have.