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>Even making jokes at my expense just so people laugh.
Ah there's the problem. You got to be careful with that one. A slight joke at your own expense is okay every once in a while but make it an everyday thing and you really start to seem depressed and desperate. Despite what current pop culture says, people don't like to be around depressed people. Gotta be friends with people a good while before you show vulnerability like that, it scares others away. Keep going with the Unity/Blender stuff. Maybe see if you can set up a collab on a project with a fellow /vrg/er? [spoiler]Doesn't help that this community is very cliquish and established friend groups will always trump newfags. You got this.[/spoiler]