>>282422535
God this general and board is full of fucking normalfags and chads. The meetups are full of loud drunks who try to compete to be the funniest and gay bottoms who feed attention to them. I just wanted to meet other enthusiasts but to see how interweaven the politics of the group us disgusts me. I want to be popular but as I am an unknown """newfag""" without an established """personality""" I am basically stonewalled or outright ignored. Even the people who are patient enough to talk to me are quietly waiting for me to stop talking so they can go back to their social circles and leave me by myself. 
>>282422363
Because im such a fucking loser I want to have the attention of people in virtual reality but clearly im not interesting or fun enough to be around. If you don't have an already established extoverted personality then you are doomed to be a background character from the start. Just fucking end me.