>>297102084
If you need help then why don't you go look for it? You gain absolutely nothing here by shitposting in the thread other than upsetting yourself when you inevitably get backlash from it.
You need to realise that /you/ are making it worse from yourself, start finding another community, start afresh and make new friends. 

>>297102582
Creed is more "arcadey" I guess? But both are quite good and fairly intensive.