>>385678452
I honestly think I am a good friend and I honestly don't know why I can't keep any. I know that's a bad mentality but I'm not being narcissistic, I mostly dislike myself and I'm constantly trying to be a better person. But I'm friendly to people, I greet them when they join the instance, I'll help them with anything I think I can provide help with and I'll almost always spare time for people whether for gaming or for helping. I'm seemingly popular and "friends" with just about everyone but damn, finding an actual close friend is hard... or even a friend group for that matter