I have no idea where I fucked this up. Tried adding a spawnable object to my avatar using that 3.0 guide. I set up all the expression stuff properly (or maybe not?)

but when I spawn in game the object is already on my hand toggled on and when I go to my expressions and use the toggle...nothing happens. Then when I turn the toggle off the item vanishes and then pops back into my hand on it's own. I have no idea where i fucked it up, first time trying to use expression menus