I'm 15(M) and have been in an online relationship for the past 3 months.

I met my older boyfriend on VRchat at 3 am. We added each other on discord and didn't talk for almost a week, on the night that I thought I'd block the random guy and move on He texted me. So we started talking, I wasn't interested at all until I found out that we both liked anime and then that we like exactly the same things and have the exact same interests.

I've never met someone before who I could have a proper conversation with about the things I liked. We started dating 2 weeks after. In the beginning, I thought we'd be done after less than a month since it was a long distance relationship, but no Vrchat made us hang and we'd cuddle, watch movies and (erp)

Then as summer vacation started, we thought we could try meeting up but my mom is extremely homophobic and I actively have to lie to her about being straight. I tried to come out once and ended up crying, I had to covered it up. I had to be sneaky about it, me and my bf split the bus ticket which was an 18 hour ride. I lied to my mom that I'm going camping with a friend.

So I get to his country and his house, his mom was and is the most supportive and after the first bit of awkwardness, we started cuddling and kissing. That night I lost my virginity. It wasn't the best, we didn't know what we were doing. The second time was amazing though. We did it 4 days / 7. Anyway, I really got used to being there, sadly it was only a week

It was amazing, finally being with my bf. I didn't regret a thing. Then the day of my departure came I cried a lot and I'm still sad. We can only meet about twice a year, so that sucks But at least we're able to, without us meeting up out relationship, would probably end sooner than later but now, I'm actually in love, I actually want to be with this person.

But I really like him, I cry for him and I'm there for him as he's for me right now I'm on my bus home Tearing up every time I think of him..