I hate being depressed and bipolar. The moment something goes tiny bit wrong or someone hurts me, I contemplate suicide for days and go on a melty and delete all my friends or ignore them. I just can't fucking build relationships caused I'm so fucked in the head please why can't people understand that I'm sick in the fucking head......but on the other hand who th buck wants to be with a mentally unstable retard that in the end only will hurt other from their absence. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck meds aren't working, Zoloft, valdoxan, citrlopam, non of this shit works help help help!!! Fuck might as well fucking end it no one cares anyways it's a me problem not a community problem fuck fuck we did i write this post nonononodndjnddjidjdjekskfjrieokd