>>418372334
just because you like a certain type of character does not mean you enjoy being / playing as that type of character. This is a lesson I learned in days of text erp.
Just because you like big muscle futa mommy that abuses lolis doesn't mean you can play well as one, nor that you would LIKE to be in the role of said futa muscle mommy that abuses lolis. I would much rather play / be the abused loli in this scenario. 
Becoming what you want to see does not work in these types of environments.