Do not be a tranny, you will ruin your life and the lives of your closest loved ones just for some terminally-online internet strangers to praise you while slagging you off when you're not around. 

You are a male, you have a minor mental illness brought about by society's completely pathological lack of giving the slightest bit of a shit about guys and are desperately searching for ANYTHING from anyone, I understand how it feels. But giving in to it is the wrong choice, it's all a lie, you will be living a lie and the only people telling you it's okay are lying to you. 
You will not be happy, you will not find the piece of you that is missing. 

The suicide rate for transgenders isn't sky high because of bullying, it's because they realise nothing has changed, they took what they believed was the final and most extreme step they could to achieve happiness and they still aren't fucking happy, that's the biggest crash you could have. Do not do it, Please do not do this.