>play vrchat
>upset because I feel lonely
>slowly get closer to anon and become friends with them
>they suddenly ghost you
>upset because I got hurt
>move on
>upset because I'm lonely again
>get close to another person
>same thing happens

There's literally no way to win in this game is there? Either you have superficial friendships with people that barely mean anything and make you feel lonely as fuck or you become actual friends with someone heavily making you emotionally dependant on them whether you realize or not