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smol blog post I hate how it ended up being one so just skip if you don't care at all. [spoiler]i get crossfaded at mahjong a couple times before. I just came to accept no matter what I do won't satisfy myself or others. Sometimes I want want to do other things, and I don't know how else to spell that out without making a bigger blog post or something. I'm trying to keep any further comments or opinions about state of mahjong to myself since anything I say, and I say some really inane and retarded takes, causes drama and arguments. It's a bit stressing at times but I try to deal with it.[/spoiler] Host it yourself, or play with the Euros. I wish this whole hosting thing didn't take a toxic turn over time.