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I'm sure that you have a better understanding of it than you appear to. When you explain yourself, even as you are doing currently, sometimes there's logical inconsistencies. But the point I'm making here is just, that it's okay. You still deserve respect. People who try to present themselves as more mature and rational than you are, in the process of doing so, demonstrating that they are not.

My attitude toward you is like watching someone working diligently on something, or maybe not diligently, but just playing, either way, you know what I mean, just doing some activity they're invested in, and I'm just curious to see what it is and understand it. It's not whether it's "right" or I can come up with a better way of doing it, or comparing it to my own behaviors and evaluating myself by judging your behaviors, etc etc. I'm just reading an ongoing narrative which is on episode whatever it is on at this point. Like coming into a serialized TV show and getting caught up so you can follow what's happening.

I'm pretty sure you can probably guess who I am from my posting style at this point too >.>;