>>269005919
The only goal I have in life, and have had for over a decade now, is self improvement. Maybe I've peaked, or haven't improved enough. I can't improve if I don't know what's wrong.
Does self improvement include self sacrifice for the group? Maybe I don't want self improvement, but I want friends, but then again I guess my friendship will always be one sided, since I'm quite heavy and skittish like a squirrel.