I have major trust issues with new people. Throughout my life, I've poured my heart out to people who've shown me nothing but friendship. These people assured me that they were actually my friends, they gave me a sense of security that even my parents sometimes can't give me, only to later stop being friends with me and cut off all contact with me for obviously fake reasons. I wish I knew the real reason, but my Asperger's is probably it. I cower in corners in public worlds, that's my level of social interaction.

So how is this related to VRChat in the slightest? Well, it happened again. I met someone who invited me into their inner circle, all of which showed me nothing but friendship and kindness for months. Right as they were all about to have an organized VRChat event, they suddenly cancelled the event, cut off all contact with me, and didn't give me any warnings or a reason. I looked away from Discord, looked back, and that server was no longer in my list of servers. I had to get someone else to contact them for me. Apparently they "don't feel comfortable" when I'm around and they don't want to hear from me ever again. If someone starts trying to defend their actions, don't listen to them. I should mention that I spent more money than I should have on a 1000+ dollar VR setup and struggled for way too long to get it working. I bought it just so I could hang out with them with more immersion as I used keyboard mode during our first hangout.

Now I don't want to make it seem like I don't have friends. I do, and we all share similar interests. However not all of them use VR. The ones that do are in their own inner circle, and I'm done with joining others' inner circles. I now have no VR friends, an empty friends list, two custom worlds, and all this VR tech set up with no one to actually play with. I don't really have a goal with posting this, and I'm not making a subtle "Hey, be my friend" post, I just needed to get this off my chest.