>>315681140
I don't avoid them or act mad, just the opposite actually
It's disgusting how much I'm used to hiding these feelings
>>315681159
>Yeah you're just autistic.
Say it isn't so. It doesn't seem like I give it off, just that bonding is really hard.
Even if it weren't for that, I'd just be happy with this dreadful loneliness being gone. No matter how many people are around, no matter how fun it is, no matter how much attention you get it always feels lonely.
I don't even understand why, so I couldn't even ask of anyone else to help with it.