So I had no parental interruptions tonight while playing with master tonight but however master was not pleased with my performance. I had to blueball him last night when I noticed someone walked in and he said it changed his perspective on me. I normally use 1 avatar and have used it for a while but he said he couldn't look at my avatar seriously anymore. He gave me a TDA avatar to play with him tonight and it was awkward. It just didn't feel like me. Felt like I was someone else on the inside as master played with my Lush 2 as I pleasured him. It made it feel almost as if I was doing a disservice like I was unloyal and I don't know how to feel. Would apologizing for it be the best choice? I don't mind him seeking others to feed his carnal desires but I fear that I might technically be cheating using the TDA avatar and receiving pleasure as I pleasure him. What should I do?