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For me it was finding out my life is much worse than I previously estimated. My social skills are so bad I'm rejected even in this group; it wasn't just a case of gaining the courage to activate the mic after all. My job is bad and I live with parents while almost 30. I'm not even good at video games and somehow others seem to have a lot more shared experiences; somehow I've spent most of my life on the internet but in a different way to others. Worst of all, my attempts to fix any of it have proven completely ineffective and even made things worse. The only way out is to keep trying though. Things have to become worse before they can become better.