>try to join on people I usually don't to befriend and try socialize with new people
>just end up making everyone uncomfortable by creepily orbiting and spilling spaghetti if anyone tries interacting with me

>try talking with existing friends more
>always end up saying weird dumb shit and they start shrugging me, they're obviously confused and uncomfortable

>try messaging people on discord to socialize
>again end up saying weird stuff or completely creep them out because we're not close enough for them to be comfortable DMing me in the first place
been actively trying this shit for way over a year now with no progress. I'm lucky enough to thankfully have a few friends I can talk to but holy fuck it's impossible to make new friends. You're either born a normalfag or fuck off. So tired of trying with no progress. I regret buying VR every day because it gave me hope for a social future I don't have.