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Also a good indicator of you being a failure for making good friends with people is that you hang out with some potential friends doing some activity or conversation but then feel that they don't really seem to be enjoying themselves or interested. You then might feel insecure that you're not just not entertaining, fun, or interesting enough to hang around with. But to make sure that you're the reason for the failed attempted friendship, do this a few more times with other people without success to make sure that your own personal failings/unfortunate personality are the reason why you can't make any close friends who at the minimum have an interaction loop where you consistently interact with them and get an interaction back and vice versa. If that's the case, you'd end up as just a group orbiter in the background who'll end up living on an island of solitude amongst a room full of people socializing really without you for again easily years.