>Finally found a group of friends in VRchat, been joining their friends only lobbies for a little over a month
>Made friends with a few, one seems genuinely interested in being friends, gave me his discord
>Things seem to be going well
>Latest hang out instance owner kicks me over a harmless joke, something about him being in my way or something
>Realization comes flooding in that most of these people don't see me as a real friend and just a background character and wouldn't care if I never showed up again
I just want to make friends and form a reliable friend group of people who aren't incredibly autistic