After you read this, I guarantee you will feel sorry for me.

Imagine this. You are attracted to women, like you are now (emotionally and sexually), but they do not exist. They existed a long time ago, and we have a pretty good idea of what they looked like, but they do not exist anymore. That means, not only do you know there will never be any possibility of you having sex with one, but there's not even a possibility of you ever seeing one in real life. Everyone else, however, except for a very few, are not attracted to women, they are attracted to men acting like woman from pre-historic text. So in other words, you will never find any porn anywhere on the internet, only non-sexual pictures of women. Everyone you have told about your attraction to women think it's disgusting. To relieve yourself, you get off on men pretending to be girls in VR, knowing it will never get any better.

That's what life is like to me.

I am cursed to live my life in the misery that my most powerful emotional fantasies will never be even close to coming true. Life is like hell to me. I am a degree 6 Zoosexual, sexually and emotionally attracted to girls and nothing else. I will never know true love cause no girls like me only men in cute avatars.

I accept my faith