>>280732276
is there really an "introduce a girl to engineering" day?

>>280735080
I dunno if I will bother, never liked half-life anyway, cinematic shooters are the bane of my existence

>>280738205
just try goofing around, ultimately though the initial feeling can't ever come back, sorry to say. You can recapture some of it, but the body craves novelty and quickly files away even incredible things as trivium once they become expected. This is also part of why buying nice things is a trap for your life, read about two interesting concepts in psychology, "Hedonic Adaptation" and "The Diderot Effect" to understand more.