My family never loved me my last name was always different I was never truly accepted. I have never really found a place o belong, I did temporarily in vrchat but that place is gone now, it's just not coming back. I want it back. So badly. That sense of belonging people caring about you, fuck, I defend myself with a tough exterior saying nigger and stuff but I'm just a dumb fucking softie deep down but my shell is now impenetrable so nobody will feel it