I never actually got the whole "feels like my heart was ripped straight from my chest" thing, but today I've felt something very similar to that and can finally sympathize. Nothing had even been done, just a single scene was all that was needed for me to finally get a wakeup call. Imagine being this fucking dumb, after so many years of knowing yourself, knowing you simply aren't made for it, knowing you don't deserve it because of the way you are. Yet there you go again, playing stupid and grasping to some non-existent hope, only to get slammed by reality once more so you can go curl up in the corner embracing depression like you can't live without it. Don't know about you, but my absolute favorite result is the complete loss of motivation and will.
>Why bother trying anymore? What is it all for? Why am I even still here?
VR and the garbage that is VRChat were a mistake, memes I wish I never had fallen for.

>look at you, lying there defenseless and alone
>see I am no fool, I always knew you wouldn't make it on your own

Also, play Contractors.