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and you manipulate people to behave in a way that suits you to keep them in line by trying to shame them for speaking their mind, all of this you do unconsciously because the monkeys and ladder doesn't require you to know why people originally do it as long as you learn to parrot their behavior of beating any monkey that steps out of line, you're a involuntary egoist and if more people would realize they're full of shit and just behave in a way that comes naturally to them they would naturally behave better
>but you're the worst example for that because you behave badly
such is life, maybe people are shitty by default and only thing making you a nice person is the fact that you're surrounded by people who make you expect that as the norm and adapt to that
when you get tired of wearing the mask you might find people who want to hang out with YOU instead of your persona that you polished over the years to be exactly what people expect from a nice guy