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Envy is actually a normal emotion, but what do you do with the envy after you feel it? Where does it lead? It doesn't just sit there. I suspect if you're not happy feeling envy it's because it goes to bad places (I want such and such to be worse etc) but it can also lead to go places (i want to be like such and such). You can choose how you feel about an emotion. Choose to feel the latter and it will turn into productive motivation you can use to fuel your own improvement in those things.

If you don't believe you can improve then you may have difficulty choosing the healthier feelings, which might be why you're taking the unproductive route and unhappy. Try to work on that too, but also try to choose the better path of self improvement because it can often work anyway.