>>272751434
i hate myself for being like that and i did everything i could to change it, but it keeps coming back stronger and stronger and it makes me want to kill myself more and more each and every time

i feel like im alone on this type of thing and it makes me empty inside. i just want to be happy with someone for once in my life. probably doesn't help im venting here of all places but i have nowhere else to go to vent out my frustrations and anxiety and emotions