Why do some of the worst and most annoying people get the must fun... sometimes i really do believe i was sent to hell cause no where i go to start making a new beginning there are always people that can do it with ease and just do what i build in years and ruin it in seconds. Why do they have more people looking up to them why do they have loved ones why do they have orbiters why are they just loved when in thrush they are literally selfish hatefull and some of the worst people to exist. Why and how can they have irl friends when I'm just sitting here forgotten by time defeated to the ground laughed at and made into a fool....i hate it i do everything I can but it's just nothing compared to them. The pain of seeing you hem smile have fun and love....i can't fuck with it anymore this is hell my existence is hell!!!!!