>>271969514
you dont have to be productive
you have your job/secure income right?
well in your free time do what makes you happy
i have a feeling from your posts you arent as happy as you can be
sometimes change is sad and hurts and you cry
but then you become, well, yourself
its liberating, especially for introverts
find something you like
drink a beer watch netflix
smoke some weed play a video game
sit and do nothing and play with your imagination
ride a bike
do you man dont let them drag you down