>>264667269
I don't really hold grudges, I like to think I'm fairly nice to people and go out of my way to keep them from being ostracized. Being mean isn't really my problem. 

On the other hand, I'm not a particularly interesting person. I find it hard to talk with people because I don't have much to talk about. Whenever I join a world or even a meetup, everyone's deep into conversations that I usually don't understand. Even if I can relate to the topic or think of anything to say, I feel terribly impolite and obnoxious if I just butt in unprovoked.