All my life I've had this huge fetish for hypnosis and being mindbroken. It's been by far the thing I got off the most to. Now with VRChat it takes so much effort not to indulge and let it happen. Every time someone makes gestures to go to lewd instance I refuse. But deep inside I want to be broken so badly. Right now I just lose myself in headpats and cuddles and it feels so good, I don't want to stop, I want to feel like this forever. And it's so hard to refuse someone in that state.
I can't take it anymore I'm scared and don't know what to do. It must feel so good to fall.