>>280700957
Expecting a normal person to be able to give you the help and advice you need is fantastical. I can tell you it's going to be okay, give you care and attention, and listen to your problems, but I'm no philosopher or psychiatrist. If you want your situation to improve you need to go to somebody who knows how to deal with your situation.
>>280701112
Yeah, how dare I tell somebody they need professional help rather than amateur? Of course I'd want somebody I care about to fucking die and have another body on my conscience so I can go to bed and think about what could have been done better.