something something when you're ready to suicide you don't tell you're going to do it you just do it
that's why everyone says "oh i didn't see it coming, why didn't he just reach out blaa blaa" when someone blows their dome off
once you reach the point of no return you don't give a shit about other peoples pity anymore you just want to get out
i would assume people with cancer and shit like that would just do it like that