I can't get over how weird B makes me feel, I thought it was just lust at first but maybe it's something more, I've never felt like this about someone before. He's so kind and cute and always listens intently. Sometimes he's stressed out and I can see him relax over time when he gets headpats or talks with someone, it's so cute but I get jealous. Whenever he's enjoying headpats from someone else it hurts.