bros I need help with this
for the past year I've been feeling extreemly out of place in vrg, especially on the meetups.
the EUs are non excistent on weekdays and on the weekends it's very small and dull
SEA is just anime watching
and I always wake up to late for proper NA meets , but even if I make it I just feel out of place.
I don't know if it's just my autism kicking in, having less life experience or just people don't care about me.

Everytime someone approaches me and says ''Hey anon, hows going?'' and if I don't say ''yea it's good'' or come up with a return question, they seem to lose all intrest in me. So most of the time I just sit quietly at the meetup, spectating others having fun.

''just talk retard!''
I AM TALKING! but nobody wants to talk to me about a topic I even have the slightest amount of knowledge about
all of them are either getting drunk or acting like trannies