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Novelty wore off, too high expectations, VRC getting worse rather than getting better, noticing that having an avatar doesn't mask my personality and all the mechanics of RL socialization apply here too, being the butt of the jokes, seeing everyone else getting along better than I can even when I try, disappearing into obscurity when I battle my demons alone, rather than on voice chat, feeling so terribly, terribly alone even if not lonely anymore.
Doubt, lost of hope, life slowly gnawing away at dreams, the list goes on. I'd realized time and time again I can't be happy, but I can avoid being unhappy. /vrg/ made me unhappy. I know the common problem is me, but I've been doing better the more I kept it away from myself.