I wish full dive was a thing already and I could live in my eternal wonderland.
What would truly make me happy would be to find someone who I can love through eternity and who would love me back.

I'd meet him casually, in a beautiful autumn day and I'd fall in love completely, he'd be my obsession, I'd do anything to be loved by him. He wouldn't run away, he wouldn't call me a crazy stalker, he wouldn't be scared of my personality shifts and my social obliviousness. He'd cuddle me and tell me that he loves me forever, that he doesn't mind me being a lolicon, that he'd care about me forever and he doesn't think I'm mentally ill no matter what doctors say.
He'd take me out of my shell and never break my heart, he'd kiss my old scars even. And I'd take care of him forever, I'd be the perfect housewife, I'd protect him from the foolish people who only want to break his heart, I'd remove every obstacle between our happiness.
I'd cook for him and tailor my avatar to his tastes, eventually I'd give birth to our own vr daughter and make the happiest of families. His happiness would be my happiness. I'd repay my vr family for all of they did for me.

I'm actually crying right now.