Please leave me alone you evil beasts I go to public world's to avoid you all stop recording me it's not fun I just hope I don't actually get banned I have a seriously bad issue with saying the n word especially in competitive video games, thanks for trying to defend me but please leave me alone, you've done a good job of making me feel awful gonna resort to alcoholism again today.

Nobody likes me anyway so there's no social consequences to posting this image. Here's how mentally fucked I am