>>386367403
>just how fucking shit my fuck off nowhere midwestern US hellhole is
>some rural road in nipland or some little village and europe
lolwut, fuck off nowhere in the midwestern US is the same as those rural roads and villages except local instead of exotic. If you were a nip you'd be romanticizing the midwestern US and complaining about how lame your rural roads are.

You sound like one of those gayass travelfaggots but without any experience and you probably spent the pandemic doing nothing. 
>>386368345
>no real family
Yep, sounds like coming off years of social isolation here.

Burgerland isn't a problem. It just happened to be your starting zone. Since you've been wisely collecting job money with the goal of stability, your next goal after that is what >>386454537 said. Touristfag around countries that look neat until you get used to seeing other places. Your other critical objective is meeting people from real life, not from the internet (no RL mongolian forum meetups don't count), and building a wide social network. Travel is a good way to work on that too. So go visit the world and meet people, which even a retard like you can do by having a job. After you do enough of it to stop being so desperate you'll be able to reassess your shit.