>>372438236
i have plenty, PLENTY of skills. he hires for community support or something IIRC, the funny answer support tickets job (this is something I've had to do for a while). 

not only was I skilled in many technical aspects, including certifications from before I was even an adult, my vrchat tinkering eventually landed me a part time job with 3D modelling for another well known VR game. so its not a skill issue, it's a "this guy" issue I think and thats fair but it still sucks and i dont wanna accept it. i have the anime manga mentality where like, ive been the best me i can ive been showing it, and its been ignored. i feel like with just that one golden goose chance i could really turn my life from path X into path Y and be a better me
>>372438253
i have motivation but like, its just being denied in this case so i need to find out where to place it next. dunno if ill find that anytime soon. i really like vr and vrchat