Imagine being so obsessed with something that your every waking thought is in some way tinged by that thing. 
That's you lot with anime. 
You wear anime clothes and sleep in an anime bed at 35 years old. You collect anime toys and you only talk about anime. Everything you do is anime, if you ever do something that isn't anime, you find a way to inject anime into it. 

HEY LETS WATCH ANIME
HEY LETS WATCH ANIME AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ANIME AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ANIME AGAIN 
HEY LETS WATCH ANIME AGAIN 
Over and over and over forever, only watching anime, only talking about anime, only thinking about anime. 

It is a fucking illness you have. Normal people like multiple things, you are fucking broken, please for the love of fucking god seek help. You are almost certainly making the lives of those around fucking awful.