>>347552642
I couldn't even if I wanted to, I don't have a single drop of talent or creativity in my body, wish I did. Got some friends though but they seem to grow more and more distant and like you I am just a very boring person and even if I try my hardest it barely works or pays off. 

I never tried to fit in so I guess I got myself to blame for that, don't think it's a healthy way of looking at things anyways. I hope you find some friends that actually care about you, it seems to be very hard nowadays. I've slowly realized how hard it is to make friends when you're an adult, it is nothing like when you were a kid.