>>294267513
>i can't really join in on anything
Socialization is definitely hard.
Try finding a more autistic group that does a lot of avatars/maps for now as well I bet they'd be happy to talk with you about these stuff.

Nice avatar that is not anime is real hard due to the uncanny valley. You can go cartoon style or mecha or armored knights stuff, those usually look good.

Find people that spam particles and meme avatars. We got a good chunk of /vrg/ that does those. Hope they namedrop themself here for you but if not, just try to go through a few people you should be able to notice who I am talking about.