ok ill peel the shell for awhile and give you real talk
just try your best to enjoy the good company you have right now in this moment at the meetups
we tend to take things for granted when they are there with easy access but some day the meetups may be gone and people may move onto something else
just try to appreciate the moments of your life that you have in this moment i cannot stress how great you have it right now that you have a place where you can come and go to when you feel like and there are people that welcome you even if you don't feel like you get the attention you deserve
there is a place, they do welcome you and you can go there, just that fact alone should warm your heart but we take it for granted when it comes easy
even my dislike of some factions would not exclude them from the bonfire of meetups because i don't think there are people who should be if they are from here
tldr; appreciate the bonds you've made in this time, they won't be there forever or maybe they will but you don't know so just love your fellow man
https://youtu.be/glDGAo9SIqs