I'm starting to realize my friend has some sort of mental illness. Sometimes I'll check discord after we hang out and later find that some of the messages he sent were deleted. Usually these sorts of messages are sweet, although a little out there given the nature of our relationship. Recently however, he did a weird rant complaining about something that I never knew was a problem, apologizing a bunch afterwards. I'm beginning to think the only reason he hangs out with me is because he thinks my avatar is cute.