>wake up in the morning
>take a few hours to get my shit together
>it's noon and I start getting excited about the day and the people I'll get to hang out with eventually
>start checking VRChat friends list
>completely dead and few that are on are in private
>ok haha well it's dead hours I'm used to this
>check again 1h later, and again, and again etc. throughout the entire day
>always dead, no one on
>bored out of my mind, sometimes I jump public worlds but nothing ever happens
>waste the entire day doing nothing but waiting for the evening when people are online, just waiting in excitement
>clock hits 10-11pm, people are finally getting online, luckily for now I don't have a job otherwise I'd not be able see anyone ever but I just have to suppress those depressing thoughts and be happy I'm a neet for now
>log in happy and excited to see everyone starting to show up
>oh it's one of those 5/7 days in a week when they watch stuff
>eventually get into a meetup
>I don't really have anything to say or talk about myself so I'm just observing
>most people are standing with their friends in a circle talking, don't have any verbal input to add by interrupting them
>on few occasions someone walks up to me for greeting etc. I choke and can't think of a way to extend the interaction past greetings small talk
>eventually get bored walking around listening to people talking in circles
>hop public worlds a bit on my own
>hop new worlds on my own
>get sad
>go to bed
Maybe today, day number 437, will be different!