>>294274287
I'm not blaming you, however you make me want to because ignoring the possibility that you might have some other sort of fucked up awful traumas that make you feel this way about whats going on might be helped significantly by bearing it all in front of an impartial person and talking over what courses of treatment might fucking help you is opposite of healthy self-preservation.

Once I stopped investing all of my money into rotting my liver with whatever high-proof low-cost swill and instead into ways I might be able to unfuck myself stuff got a lot better, and arguing with yourself over who you are all the time fucking sucks

>>294274365
So fuck SSRIs and consider other courses of action, there's gotta be something they can do. I don't like seeing people like this lol