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i learned to not cling to anything impermanent a long time ago, when i take a break from a place or community i don't do it out of malice i do it out of boredom because if i were to force myself to attend i would just be dragging the mood of other people down
it's lot better solution in my opinion to just let the coal run cold on its own than to throw water on it or to try to prolong it forcibly, when i feel like coming back i come back if i don't i won't, faking that you're still feeling excited about a thing does no one any good in my opinion
that's why i like people who are strong silent type as friends, they never expected anything too deep out of it anyway so they can be big boys even if you wouldn't see each other for few years and when you do see again it's like you never left you can pick up right where you left off with them
best kind of pals i've had in that sense