>>280679593
Climb up to a high place and watch others. Wave to people that look at you. Approach someone you maybe know but didn't notice you. Say hello then freeze up after 5 seconds of smalltalk. Panic as they look directly at you. Their avatar's eyes and constant smile boring into your soul, exposing all of your cowardice and fears for others to see. Stutter, croak and choke on your words trying to say just a single thing to break the silence. Fight or flight. Finally crack and run away, exit the game. Take off the headset in your empty room. Heart beating fast you curse yourself, feeling shame but comforted by an escape once again.
[spoiler]I hate myself.[/spoiler]