I’m tired of waiting M....I’m so so tired. I put so much effort into our relationship but you just fucking ignore me. I know you said you had depression and had difficulties talking but then why are you then online with other friends!? I try to call and text and you always gives me a “I’ll call tomorrow” but you never call. We haven’t seen each other for 2 months now and I’m tired how chasing love if you aren’t even trying to keep it. Why did I give you a second chance? I moved on and My wounds was healed at that point but you came crawling back to me...it open my wounds again and all you fucking did was to rub salt and acid in it just to spit in my face! You cheated on me once shame on me but you fool me twice...Tomorrow I’ll say it straight to you but you’ll probably ignore it. I’m so tired M, you play with my little weak heart and I can’t take it anymore if I can’t be with you then I won’t be with anyone, I’ll end my life I have nothing to live for. I cut a piece of my life for you and lost many friends just to live you but now I’m left alone. I don’t see why I should be moving forward when everything hurts so fucking much...

Tomorrow is the day. I’ll either kill myself or you’ll clean up this mess M and take to responsibility.