>>358605024
I want you to look yourself deep in the mirror.

Tell me anon is this really what you want for the rest of your life? You could be out having the best time of your life with real physical intimacy but you cope with a fake relationship build from years of guild, self pity. 

What I'm getting at anon is that it doesn't matter if the relationship is virtual or real, it's still real human beings you are interacting with. It may sound contradicting to what I just said before but you need to heal and take pride in yourself people don't want to be with a broken mess of a human unless they want to use you, they want someone that can stand up for themselves and not be a push over.

Anon take a break and put down the headset. You need to go outside and appreciate life and yourself before you can love others.