>>344800015
I know how you feel bruv
I drifted away from NA meetups and can't help but feel awkward and out of place these days even though I've been here since the beginning.
On the bright side I've become pretty solid friends with the EU and SEA crowd and feel mostly satisfied with that. 
So I guess maybe the moral of the story is try and branch out to different crowds and don't keep banging your head against the same one or something idk i ain't a philosopher