>hitting off really well with friend
>he gets all super close when talking
>feels nice im enjoying the attention
>awkard boner
>ignore
>keep talkin obscure topics he gets
>he joins
>all of a sudden i dont matter
>they leave to another pub
>"oh hey i got an invite from anon"
>i didnt
>i never mattered
>i never did or willllll
>i am delusional
>feel weird
>cant explain why
>try not to cry
>cry