>>352073403
Personally my attitude is that I'm unfortunately just probably not going to make friends, I would like to, but realistically it's not going to happen. Going in without expectations makes it easier. 
I'm here because it's fun for me to hang out with people but I'm not expecting them to like me. I understand this sort of approach is a bit sad too but what can you do.
 
It's hard to tell you something to comfort you but I hope you can manage to feel better, you sound like a nice anon.