>>288444223
I live in Reno, so thats about 500k people. Somewhere close? 

Sucks man, the thing I gotta say is just keep getting out there because all it takes is once for it to work and then the whole world will open up. 

I was in a similar situation for years and it i know how hard it is, I hope ya keep strong and keep at it because loneliness is just possibly the worst thing that a human can feel besides being tortured.