im far past my limit, this world, vrchat, vr, was my final attempt at finding a reason to live.
i temporarily find reasons to live, but faster than i find them, they're taken from me.
it's all gone.
again.
and again. i silently cry to myself all the time. i put on a facade and pretend everythings ok. yet, im not heard. i dont exist. even though i dont exist, a fake version of me exists everywhere. as if im being mocked