Yesterday I sat next to a small group of anons talking in VRChat, very calmly and quietly having a slow mundane conversation about regular life, yet I couldn't think of anything to contribute or say. It made me realize I don't belong here, I don't belong here at all. Even with the most calm, slow subgroup I can find in vrchat/meetups/vrg I am unable to contribute anything at all. It's such a sad realization, am I bound to never form connections? It just doesn't feel right always sitting on the outside of any circle looking in and not being able to participate, creepy. Sometimes I see posts saying they're too shy to speak or similar but I've never seen anyone come to these meetups that's as excluded as me, everyone has conversations and interactions eventually. But where else do I go?