>>317980908
I don't know, I am so confused and tired.
There are certain people who make me really happy when they're around, but there's also one specific person who outshines the rest.
I've an unexplainable urge to be their source of happiness, but I don't know how and it produces this feeling of loneliness and emptiness.
I'm going to be carrying that weight regardless as I don't see it happening. Hell, I don't even understand what this craving that I have even is.