>>401111716
this is why I hate posting
my words are heavy, but they are just words
and I fear releasing them for others sake only
it grants me no relief to share beyond (shared) understanding, no weight lifted from me
limitless deaths within {time}
I lost unconditional love to your perverse game
how can I love someone so damned they deserved to be tortured, you were the enactor of pain upon another, and my heart wept to see them hurt - but you continued
and I realized I was a fool.
for if the torture was justified I loved the devil to some.
I was compromised by love, and I abandoned the idea
the easiest form of love I lost - it is flawed
and you showed me why.
we will love people that will exploit us if unconditional
and so... I was lost again, no safe ground for me because you wanted to show 'me' an act
were any of you real?
it played out like destiny.
I came back to 'the truth'
respect is the supreme form of love.
the 'flaw' removed from unconditionality
the 'gemstone' polished - flawless love
respect
though it is dangerous to some, like a sword
it will cut you down
but what are your options?
'respect everyone' as the default option
and risk only fracturing a concept in the mind
or 'love everyone' and risk feeling stabbed in the back, or the heart break, pain of emotion
respect is the supreme form of love
the sword and the crown