>>347551905
>>waste time on x
Real wasting time is throwing thousands of hours into MMO's, mobas and arena FPS with nothing to show for it other than you've thrown thousands of hours into them.
At least you have something to show for your hard work. 
You might not have my friendship but if I know you work hard doing original creative work you definitely have my respect. 
>working for others instead of working for yourself
This is where you fucked up.