(You) reading this post. What did you do for christmas and new years? You sat down on 4chan, thought about someone you've been grudging for FOUR years, and then tried to be mean to them. Why? Why are you like this? Who hurt you? How come you have nothing better to do?

Please, get some help. You need therapy, you need a pet, you need SOMETHING else to do. This life style you have isn't sustainable, some day it'll catch up to you. You can't gain happiness forever that way.