>>346828635
Just because your formative environment wasn't supportive enough to teach you socialization doesn't mean you can't learn it later. It's a practicable, grindable skill. Suppose you live to the average lifespan for you country, you're looking at 40-50 more years you could still yet enjoy. 30 is the new 20 and if you haven't "figured it out by now", you'd be right about average for this generation.