OH FUCK OH FUCK IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN FUCK FUCK FUCK NOT AT THE FUCKIMG JOB NO NO NO NONO WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY PILLS HELP HELP FUCK FUCK FUCK STOP TALKING STOP JUDGING ME I CAN'T CONTROL MY DRINKING URGES FUCK FUCK FUYCK SORRY SORRY WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY PILLS HELP HELP HELP