If you haven't realised by now, I hate you all for leaving me. And then pushing the knife further. I hate you for becoming so blindingly bright and successful that I don't matter anymore. I hate you for simping for them and not for me. I hate you for ruining everything I ever loved. I hate you, but I digress because I can see your future. I know what pain awaits you, there there. Enjoy yourself now while you can, we all grow old someday. Even the zodiac killler's skeletons were found, and he's rotting now. All his past mistakes caught up to him. You can never hide from your past. Your past defines you. You are who you are because of it. I'd hate you longer, but it's not worth my energy. Your destiny is not very bright. Enjoy yourself while you can at the expense of others, it's the only way you can enjoy yourself. I hate you specifically for being in a position of power that could've stopped my pain. You could've banned malcontents from the start. You didn't. I hate you for lying to me how you loved me. If you loved me, why did you choose the people who tortured me? Why is it I see and knew the people who had the power and authority to end my suffering, yet in the end they decided to ban me instead, to appease them?

I hate you. You hate yourself, too. So I have to stop hating you. Stop hating yourself.