That's all fine and sad, but let me know once you latch onto a single person for months because they lewded with you and gave you a tiny bit of attention at one time which made you think they genuinely care about you and then just kept acting somewhat nice to you to keep you as an ERP option for whenever they felt like it, all while you're hopelessly telling yourself that it's not their fault and that maybe you're the one who's expecting too much and that with time you'll eventually get somewhere with it.