It can be difficult to make fwens but it might help to relax a bit and distance yourself from thinking about "friends" and "backstabbers" and all potential drama. 
Personally I'm not very talkative and mostly like to listen to other people talk and ask about their interests. I don't really open up or get close to people and I don't lewd so I don't expect people to care much about me. Was genuinely surprised someone said they missed me when I was gone for a while. 
I feel like maybe it's easier to get along with people if you don't expect them to care about you. It's nice to just hang out with vrg. Comfy even.