Over the past year my memory has rapidly been declining, and I think back to the past and can barely remember what happened. 25 years, and I have nil life experience? No skills? (I can draw a bit though, but nothing I can sustain myself with.) I just looked at my results and basically failed all my subjects this semester because of my godawful memory. Also some perfectionism. (Couldn’t stand this piece of writing I wrote and submitted it 4 days later without changing it. Didn’t want anyone to see it. Was penalised heavily, ended up with a 11/100)

I don't have much to live for. Appearance wise, I'm ok. But nothing special. Pudgy and short, asian. I've been bingeing on junk food since last year and have gained 6 kilos. (Now 63, fat for an asian girl.)