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>inquisitions
Monks. Buddhist monks. In China. When American missionaries went to establish churches and to preach the good faith of christianity the nuns were literally raped and murdered. Bodies hung up on the streets. This literally happened.
Look I have no desire to comment on spiritual talk because it boils down to meaning nothing. It's just talk. If you think your emotions are like the wind then you're retarded or a woman. If you think taking control of them just happens by humming silently like a retard and repeating dogma, then I can tell you easily that no, it won't work.
I mentioned mindfulness because I think you could benefit from that. It's literally the same shit but with the distinct goal of actually working and making you more focused in life. Look it up. You might actually make progress in your "spiritual" side by reading up on it and not be burdened with past sins of a cuck religion.