>>419857084
>>419857242
The pain of being over 30, which I guess you are.
Most people your age have families now and only socializes with other frailly boomers because their kids play together or they work together.
Your pool of friends becomes people 10 years younger than you, but they are at a point in their lives where they are just starting careers and families which can make them vanish in an instance. Your friend circle becomes a revolving door.