I don't create or do anything. Everyone thinks I'm a leech, and it's true. All I do is waste my days on social media endlessly refreshing and scrolling, doing nothing. I have no skills because 1) I am too indecisive of what I want to do, 2) I am too stupid to get good at anything, and 3) I am profoundly lazy.

All I have are ideas. I have hundreds of notes on my computer where I jot down little random ideas for things, and that's it. That's all I do. All day every day. Every time someone pushes me to do something my anxiety piques and I completely shut down. I have literally run out of churches and classrooms because of the anxiety I get from actually doing anything. I wish I was someone else. I wish I was creative and had the willpower and skill to do things. I wish I could make real life friends, not just acquaintances. All I have is time and it's running out.

What is wrong?