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Allow me to interject for a moment - something that's been made clear to me with /vrg/ is that I really /am/ a weirdo autismo. The vast majority of /vrg/ are 'normal' - just go to any NA meetup and everyone is all buddy buddy, loud and chatty. Even the quiet people in VRChat or in Discord still have friends and exude an air of comfort and confidence. 

I'm not going to give into blogpost mode, but the vast majority of people here are totally different to me (and assuredly a couple of others) on a core social level. The whole 'everyone is autism' argument simply isn't true. I don't like the term but I was talking to someone and they mentioned the theory of people here being 'failed normies', which I can understand so far as the baseline social functioning goes. I'm starting to come to terms with never being able to function socially in a way that will make me happy but I'm yet to find an alternative/ solution to it. [spoiler]Suicide is the end of literally everything. Given the effort/ risk of failure involved, and the fact that death is inevitable anyway, there's not much point in entertaining the idea of sudoku too seriously.[/spoiler]