>>386368068
It's the state of america man. Spending my entire life so far with the pure goal of getting stable knowing that just one or two consecutive fuckups in a row and you can be living on the streets with no way to recover. No social net because the US is a shithole and no real family to catch me financially if I fuck it up. I have no idea how people pull themselves together to make a jump like that but going into vr and realizing what I want is out there waiting puts me in agony.