>>279472003
I'm in the exact same situation. Never played a social game before /vrg/. Never been in a clan or anything. No friends from previous generals. I avoided everything that felt like attention whoring or circlejerking in 2018 and thus ended up as a cameo character with no close friends. I thought I'd finally made friends in 2019 but they just kept vanishing to do other things without telling me, so it became clear I wasn't actually part of their group. It seems like everyone has each other added on steam, in multiple different games, and messages each other on Discord, but I've somehow repeatedly failed to get in on any of it, despite spending so much time with them. Same experience in real life. Everyone knows each other so much better, somehow. It's not like the completely avoid me either; I'm like a backup every time. I don't know what I've been doing wrong my whole life.