I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the drama
And I never got no sleep
Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said
And everything that mommy said made me mad
And everything that the thread said made me sad

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from sperging out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from sperging out

You keep shootin' those scoped awps
Siding with the underdog, I'm a fuckin' lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
I'm not a dope pullin' your life

Why am I even trying?
I'm crying out, I'm crying out
I cannot seem to keep from sperging out
Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from spergin out
I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out
I cannot seem to keep from sperging out
Draw me down, breaking down
I've hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from sperging out