Hi lads. Guess this is going to be one of those retarded long posts but this dogshit board is the only place I think kinda understands. I've got an index that I use from time to time but I end up limiting my use of it fairly heavily. I'm a fairly functional person with a decent job and somewhat stable social life. When I put on that fucking headset and spend a while cruising around google earth vr or spend a bit running around talking with people in vr chat it fucking breaks me man and I don't know how to deal with it. How the fuck are you suppose to deal with the realization that the grass really is greener on the other side? I don't know if it's some sort of autistic disassociation or what but when I spend a while just going down some rural road in nipland or some little village and europe I just break down. This shit is dangerous man. I don't trust myself not to get addicted to that fucking headset and fall down the rabbit hole of living in vr chat to escape the soul crushing reality of just how fucking shit my fuck off nowhere midwestern US hellhole is. I thought I had everything figured out but when I put that stupid fucking headset on it's like a glimpse of heaven and I'm always scared I'm just going to lose it. Sorry for dropping my retard spaghetti here, dunno where else I would. How do you cope /vg/?