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I don't want to "get through it", anon. I do not hope for him or myself to be better people walking away from this. In fact, I know where he lives. I know his real name. I know every uncomfortable detail about his life and continue to keep in touch with him under a second alias pretending I know nothing about the type of person he really is. He told me he'd never leave me and then he did. That's something I'm never going to forgive. All the while I have to pretend that it's going to be daijoubu when it's not.