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I can't get horny anymore because my life is too happy

when I started vrc I couldn't get horny easily because my life was just overall happy, but then hanging out with all the narcissistic egoistic self absorbed backstabbing people in vrc eventually made me depressed and made me start erping and getting horny regularly as a cope for always feeling down and losing faith in humanity

however over time I got better at reading people, knowing what to expect, knowing who's my enemy and who's a real friend
I got better at ignoring the people who are only looking to take from others and have zero empathy and an underdeveloped emotional brain, while appreciating the ones who truly care about others and make me feel happier whenever we're together

I've finally reached a level of understanding that helps me confidently do things for my real friends and be happy about it without feeling like I'm being used, while just laughing at and ignoring people who think I'm naive and will give them favors when they're just pieces of trash who are not worth anybody's attention

as a result I am happy again, even more than before, and I don't get horny anymore. I've reached a state of mental calm, inner peace, and I can enjoy life no matter what I'm doing. my mouth is naturally smiling and life feels great

it kinda sucks that I can't erp anymore because I used to think it's fun, but just being happy 100% of the time is a good tradeoff and I wouldn't want to turn it back