You can just stop it, you don't need to live a lie, you don't need to use a voice changer, you don't need to pour hours into creating an avatar that is your "perfect self" and how you really feel inside. You are an embarrassment to your friends and family that still put up with you, you are an embarrassment to everyone around you, to everyone here, no amount of drugs is going to turn you into something other than what you were born as. 

And that message goes for you trannies too, not only the furs need to hear it.