>>291134964
>I talked about the past with you but you held back, you really need to let it out
Let me tell you what happens when you let it out, people gang up on you and ridicule you, then go out of their way to just ruin your time no matter where you go.

Do NOT let it out.

Seriously, bottle it up and pretend everythings okay then get drunk, and cry. Maybe sometimes you'll be sick of crying get mad and break things because breaking that thing was the only thing you had control over in your life.