>>351641161
We basically always lived in a role reversed relationship, I always should be myself and when I did, she ignored me more and more. I was in a year long relationship, but to feel pretty or appreciated I had to get that from random people in vrc. 

>do you love her enough to be willing to change that or not?
I dont feel like running after her anymore, I may as well let my feelings lose and go full degenerate from now on, see what happens. thank you for caring