>>342633501
I don't check vrc website anymore out of habit every 5 seconds, don't look at the thread as much, and don't piss in the sea of piss in the discord vying for 5 seconds of attention anymore. I completely gave up on fitting with vrg anymore. meetups or otherwise, I simply cannot keep up with people that simply live in vrg meetups every single day and night. I feel like my mental health has increased nearly tenfold in the past couple of months and I'm not rampantly shitposting and broadcasting my sadness in those channels anymore. I'm happy with the 4ish friends I keep in touch with. I think I'm kinda free of vrg now. I still can't smile, but at least I'm a little happier now.