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i can assure you a situation is only as cringe as you make it brother
remember that especially here you're most likely talking to people with terrible social skills and expect some rudeness (accidental or not) as par for the course. if you're really worried about being ignored you can just start a conversation off with something like "hey, just want to let you know that I'm still working on my english, bear with me if I take a second to reply" and use it to weed out the people who can't take it
i believe in you anon, you can only get better if you try