>feel completely empty and devoid of pleasure the second I ejaculate
 >feeling lasts longer when masturbating in vr than by myself
 It genuinely reminds me how much of a pathetic existence I live to resort to such desperate measures to simulate love making. Even halfway through sex, my mind wanders off and I'm thinking.. "what the fuck am I doing..this isn't living" and try forcing out cum with those thoughts dwelling in my head.