>>329390573
oh, i see. you unfortunately might have gained a reputation as the autistic friend that's always around being awkward but hasn't ever really done anything wrong so it would be rude to just break off the friendship. i know a couple. i guess i would say... try to be more chill? try to change their mental image of you. be quieter, listen more. people like to know you're paying attention to what they're saying - if you're always just waiting for your chance to speak/talking about yourself, your own hobbies, your own stress and job and life, you become that person that nobody ever really wants to be around. just do your best to be a better conversationalist - you clearly have the desire to change, so you aren't hopelessly autistic. honestly you probably aren't that bad at all, just need a bit of help.