>>348984490
being able to self reflect is a sign that you're not an inherently bad person and not beyond help. you can't change your past but you can control your future. the real test is what you do from here

>feel guilt about something
>keep doing it anyway
you're trash. fuck off

>feel guilt about something
>take some time to break it down and understand which parts were okay and which parts weren't okay, maybe what you did wasn't all bad, but some parts of it definitely weren't fine
>never repeat the bad parts again, learn to recognize them early and avoid them. be more conscious of your actions and live your life true to your morals
you're a good person and your past can be forgiven. you've gone through mental growth, and you're closer to being an adult. make sure to apologize to any person that expressed being hurt by your past actions, but only after you've confirmed that you're able to move past your mistakes, or else your apology will hurt them instead of helping