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it is not about being scared of them these days, more about being indifferent, once you know enough you just don't feel it anymore, all the magic is gone you just see people being what they are, it's sad sometimes but it is what it is i don't know if i can go back to that it all just seems like stupid game of make believe where she pretends she gives a shit about me and i pretend i care about her menial worries
it's all stupid she wants someone to hold her and fuck her good and tell everything is going to be okay and i just want to have someone in my arms i can make feel like it is all going to be alright but i don't know if it is and i'm too much of a sucker for truth to play that game for too long