Tell my anon... why did you go down this road? Are you ashamed of you past self? Maybe angry or embarrassed? You choose this road cause you wanted to forget yourself, to ignore who you are, taking the easy way out instead of changing for the better. This temporary happiness won’t last long anon. One day you internet friends won’t be there and you’re left alone because you never accepted yourself and instead rejected reality to lead a fake life. Go outside anon we miss you.