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Some people just wanna use you as an outlet for intimate feelings without actually feeling that way for you. It's weird to explain, but I somehow had 9 years of constant attention, cuddling, intimacy, etc boil down to the dude telling me he never had feelings for me at all the entire time. It's fucked up and I definitely classify it as abusive behavior and it's better to get away with it.
I'd namedrop myself if you wanted to talk more about it sometime, but I said a lot here and I don't want the dickhead reading this and getting the satisfaction of knowing I'm talking about him.
Again, it'll get better anon, just be patient, and don't make any decisions without a lot of thought put into it first.