>>295762984
im just trying to sleep and i cant stop remember nobody in my life has ever loved me and i have no value to anyone including myself, even though many times people have told me they loved me, im still right here, alone, hurt, suffering, i was never their problem, i am always my own problem and their is nothing that can or will ever help me no matter what the future hold no matter if someone claims they love me im gonna end up back here, hurt more than i am now, because every time my soul gets hurt more