>>323301757
I completely resonate with what you just said. I myself prefer when the game and its players are pure and there's nothign wrong with enjoying looking at people having fun. Feels like I'm one of the mothers that watch over their kids when they're playing at the playground or something. 
> A lot of work and usually people drain your energy by being needy of your attention and care while never returning the feeling.
Sounds like you need to find someone who userstands your needs, as friendships require both parties to express themselves in a way that suits them. But I agree, there is something comforting yet exciting about being a bystander. The freedom of being allowed to leave whenever you want it is nice, as well as not having to keep in touch with other users.