>>294266704
i just play to make them happy. but i want to make it less miserable for myself. they have fun and enjoy hanging out with their friends and then i get introduced and that's about it. i can't just barge into a conversation with anyone and from what i've seen its a trap to become friends with anyone just like it normally is. i just want to figure out a way to make it less insufferable for myself. i usually really like customization in games so i've tried making a few avatars but nothing really rubs me the right way. i don't really like anime or anything, but i want to try to make something to make myself enjoy the game more.