>>314704070
I'm rather conflicted about it now as it's been happening for a long time over and over again, can't really keep taking it forever.
> I act seemingly cold and dismissive towards people
I'm the opposite and am quick to jump on any attention I get because I'm grateful for it, but end up pushing it too hard and giving the other person a wrong idea so it falls apart in the end. Either that or I try to hold myself back to prevent it from happening, but then I'm really passive and dependent on the other person to always initiate any interaction, so it just stagnates. Every time I want to initiate something I have to go through a long and tiresome mental battle with myself to determine if I should send a message or not. I'm losing strength for it.
>>314703687
Not sure what you mean but I wish I'd get fixed.