>>291210000
Checked quads of truth.
I've gone through this same slog and somehow ended up completely alone. Sucks and I still don't understand what we've done so wrong to get completely sidelined by life. It's as if those typical connections most bump into refuse to ever happen for us. Likewise, most advice I've ever gotten up to this point has been garbage, or mildly harmful eg "things will happen on their own", as this is evidently something even spergs and turbo autists figure out, yet not me.