>>323278440
it's normal to feel that way, just keep reminding yourself that being scared of failure is okay since im assuming thats your main issue.
you're gonna be ass at first for everything you create, but the more you create something the better you get.
every shitty creation is one step closer to becoming better.
because you're so good at picking out the flaws of what you do, it'll be good to use that energy to improve the things you notice no matter how hard it is.
just get started and keep trying your best!