>>341172283
Me. I show up to the meets occasionally but get frustrated at the noise and impatient with everyone so I leave quickly. Plus it seems like I only hang out with maybe 2 people at most and I'm just a background character for the rest of them until they want to stick their dick in me. They probably appreciate me a lot more than I think but because I don't spend much time around it all seems so distant.
I want to spend more time with you guys but I'm so full of bullshit excuses I can't bring myself to pull my head out of my own ass long enough to get in vr. It's not like I'm doing anything else. Is this burnout? Is this what it feels like?