>>322029789
I think you're literally incapable of understanding what love is, what you are experiencing is lust and an infantile like someone has for friends, I think you literally lack the ability to love someone beyond brother/sister/friendship, you have no actual love for someone, if you don't feel jealous that your "lover" is telling someone else they love them, you don't actually love them.

https://youtu.be/faKW1KSkHAU

This is something people start to feel and understand during puberty, if you lack this ability your brain has been damaged in someway and I feel incredibly sorry for you.