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I think it's more the case that I'm frequently in meetups in my own timezone where I don't know half of them and they all seem to be part of the same group, so it's hard to integrate. I feel like a bit of a relic of a bygone time, lost in the shuffle, which is part of what makes it more attractive to try to find another (smaller, well defined) group that is consistently on when I'm online. Then I'd feel like I have a more proper home rather than a stranger.

I'm just floating these thoughts since I'm interested in any discussion around them desu. Genuine advice, people who relate, whatever. I'm open to trying new things to break the stale and increasingly foreign virtual reality.