>>323315707
you desire one thing but your desire to be seen as better than that overrules that, it's the basic thing that culture and religion teaches you to "save" you from vices, you want to be bend over and fucked hard but society tells you you have to jump through these hoops first for it to be okay so you do, religion condemns you so you have to pick out the parts of it that don't and live up to those
in the end you just want to feel good but don't want the negative shit associated with doing so which makes you a involuntary egoist