>>321274480
I wish it wasn't, it drags the soul to despair sometimes unimaginable moments of despair, all I can do and you can do is bring yourself out of the pit and try again, and again, like some insane mother fucker expecting anything to be different while you slowly become more jaded and angsty and less trusting, but desperately trying to reach back inside who you used to be and having it manifest as being easily gulled again by a new group, with the tolerance you can take going lower and lower, maybe that time it would've been fine if the tolerance factor wasn't so low anymore, but it's too late now. After everything I've seen I find it very VERY hard to tolerate much of any bullshit.