>Keep bouncing between extremely motivated to learn 3d modeling to make my own avatar, and completely overwhelmed
>Ah Cats plug in looks simple
>Oh jesus I don't understand how textures maping works at all. 
>What videos should I watch first, Which program should I play with. How do I get good while still being somewhat aimless in what i'm making

I've been to comfortable with my skills for so long I've forgotten what its like to be a complete novice in a new field. 

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It pains me to think that I'm less than these types. But it also encourages me. if Stupid teenagers could figure it out then surely I can.